You know, I never understood why people posted such personal stuff on sites like this. It just didn't make sense to me.
And here I am doing that very thing...
Lately, I feel like the people around me are spiraling. They talk of pain, and then they laugh it off like it isn't more than a joke. I know about that--I do it, too. But when I see people around me crashing hard into the ground, slowly deteriorating into the dirt, I feel it's weight.
I don't surround myself with many people because I'm afraid of the pain that they bring. But they also bring joy, and I've learned to accept that and make friends more. And I also knew that this would h